Today was amazing. Kayaking for hours, quality entertainment with friends and a beautiful day. My upper body is absolutely dead right now so I am positive it will be painful in the morning.

I really miss outings like todays. I used to go on them weekly when I lived in Florida. When I moved up here I lost so much of myself. Turned into a person I didn't/don't even like. It is time for me to get back to who I really am. All of this change is within reason though -- no more extreme sports or doing anything without thinking since I have Cait to consider.

I am really starting to feel alive again.