Rudolph!

Another 4 letter word - F*ck

Results of your
Attention Deficit Disorder Quiz

You scored a total of 89

It is highly likely that you are presently suffering from adult attention deficit disorder, according to your responses on this self-report questionnaire. You should not take this as a diagnosis of any sort, or a recommendation for treatment. However, it would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek further diagnosis from a trained mental health professional immediately.

Yes, IMMEDIATELY was in bold on the page.

Time

Time -- one 4 letter word with so much power. It truly is what life is all about. What we do with our time makes us who we are. ** No, I haven't been drinking!

Between having a toddler, working full-time, working part-time, play groups, appointments, friends, arguing with Quang and getting minimal sleep I am stretched as thin a can be. Weeks, Months & Years are flying by. I have reached a point in my life where everything is starting to change again. My personality is changing, outlook on life, where I want to go and who I want to be. Things are becoming clear. The most important thing is my little girls happiness.

Over the past 6 months or so, I have come to realize that I probably have A.D.D and just maybe I should see someone about it but right now it is fun. Umm, even writing this post it is evident that there is something wrong. I can't even focus long enough to finish it or have a clear thought!! Right now instead of just sitting here writing this I am checking my email, looking up A.D.D. and symptoms, chatting with Scott and reading a magazine. Someone please kick me! Hard!!

Yeah, enough of this for now.

Me

Yes, most of the blog is about Cait but sometimes there is a random post about what is going on in my life. There have been so many ups and downs lately it is hard to keep track of where I am or what is going on. Pretty much everything has been stressing me out.

I don't sleep well and have no motivation to do anything. Even going to work lately is a huge pain. There are so many negative things going on there that I don't even want to face the reality of it right now. I have enough of that crap happening at home.

One positive thing (besides Cait) are the friends I have made. An earlier post shows kayaking, I have more things to write about but some people from work and others from my Mom's group have really kept me sane. A huge Thanks to Susan too -- my monthly dinner and a movie chic!

Ahh, I am getting lazy and want to go read a book. I might be back on later.



The best park ever!

I took Cait to Mandarach Park last weekend and it was amazing. She loved it there and I enjoyed how clean it was and the amount of things for her to do.





Nothing is safe anymore...

She can reach in drawers, open doors and disengage childproof stuff that I have a hard time with. What is next?! How do you keep a toddler safe? Any words of advice? Lora????? haha


1st Haircut

Well, only trimmed her bangs cause I was tired of them getting in her eyes but still... some hair was finally cut. It only took 18 months for it to grow long enough to do so!

Not happy with the whole situation!

Ummm, always sticking her tongue out!

Ready for school!